The Perfect Machine

it is just highly irritating it doesn’t hurt at all and never did. I was taking off my sweat pants. I rupture a tendon, Unreal. but i cannot allow the tip of my finger to bend for many moons. i sleep with it on. i shower with it on. if the distal joint flexes, i am back to square one. it SUCKS

i have been through so so so much shit in my life and conquered it all, but nicotine, and This. it is just a very long haul but i am used to it. i have to look at my hands when i type tho

grrrrrr see what i mean? shit like that. i can’t pick up my coffee cup! try and light a bic lighter? it goes flying out of your hand

i have way more respect for my ring fingers now.