I am listening to the Kinks. I probably played a lot of Kinks in college. We are going to have to reminisce about it sometime, because my memories are foggy but they can be triggered.

all is well in Euclid. my central AC is working great thanks to my brother, so my lungs are happy.

God I love the Kinks.

so are you still moving? oh, and don’t worry my god if you can’t drop by, I understand. I remember the night i did WAY too much cough syrup, and freaked out, and you came over and talked me down. dude, that night was glorious, i am so sorry i got you involved, but man, well it was quite a night. so you already came through enough for a life time lol.

It was so real. I thought aliens were communicating with me. it makes me wonder ever since was it just insanity. the feeling of connection to something way bigger than me. now people are doing ketamine for the same reason.

anyways, that shit does not mix with my meds, i don’t do it any more, and i certainly wouldn’t do ketamine, that’s even stronger than dxm.

i would do a dose of godjuice as i called it and be in a great mood for days. i pretty much never had to drink again. i haven’t since. it cured me of my drive for oblivion.